autogynephilia
n//ˌɑ.toʊˌɡaɪ.nəˈfɪ.li.ə//autogynefili
In Blanchard's transsexualism typology, the supposed paraphilic tendency of a male person to be sexually aroused by the thought of being a female, sometimes framed as a form of gender identity disorder or transvestic fetishism.